Mind Notes Pt.33 'They Say'

Beauty's in the eye of the beholder
But I'm only getting older
Now I feel a weight on my shoulders
Because my death is getting closer
So please beg my pardon
Ain't no fruit up in my garden
Now my heart is getting hardened
I'm just trying to be a good man
They say, They say , They say
They say, They say , They say
They say, They say
They just never stop talking
They never stop speaking


They never stop
The voices never stop
The heckles never stop
And the haters never stop
My brain never stops
And this pain never stops
Inevitable facts
Wonder when I'm going to drop
The days never stop
The nights never stop
The love never stops
The fights never stop
My stomach tied in knots
From anxiety pains
Trying to sieve through the sewage
That spills out of my brain
Am I insane
Or is this really happening
Did I wake up yet
Or am I still dreaming
My heart's still bleeding
Because life still hurts
But I still wake up
Eat food
Go work
Never go berserk
But the tipping point
Is always looming
Testing
Proving
But I'm just human
I'm just me
I'm just one man
Love me
Or hate me
Here I stand


They say when your young
Reach for the top
You can be anything
You really want to be
But what if I 
Don't want to run around in systems
Can't I just be
Busy being me
I'm stuck on one island
It's far from tropical
And day to day backchat
Is far from topical
Give me a back pack
A ticket
And I'll leave it all
Fresh air on the mountain tops
Swimming through the waterfalls
Life could be beautiful
But some people are evil
Searching for truth
Through the eye of a needle
In a hay stack
They stack
Billions and trillions
And still wage war
On our families and children
Born a civilian
Through unchartered waters
Removed from our ancestors
Sons and daughters
They brought us the future
But stole our souls
Blinded by diamonds
Silver and gold

PEACE LOVE & PEOPLE POWER!